Lately, things has been going out of hand with time seeming slipping away without being utilized. That’s what I personally felt. Doing too much or too little can be a problem sometime.
I always go by the saying of the state of my room reflect the state of my mind. Since I last move house, its been sometime I clean my ‘stand in’ bed room. Most of the items are still in boxes with only the min necessity taken out. Living with boxes and clothes out of plastic bag is not a thing of joy I must say.
Namely, you never be able to find your things quick time. Cause which box is which is no longer identify after messing up the box last week.
The next reason being as I’m in a stand in room, the room itself consist of the other person belong. Squeezing two person belonging into 1 place is do-able but never pleasant. There’s not enough space for me to even open my window without shifting some boxed and stuff out of the way.
As things become less organize, I myself slow then to be disorganize and sloppy. It’s been close to 6mths since I’m in this transit room. Of a room of 7 by 10 square marble tiles, I basically have a usable space of 6 to 9 tiles.
The dust and hair and all sorts of nasty things starts to build up. I gave myself the reason of hang in there, once I move out I do the cleaning up 1 whole shot. Well I’ll been lying to myself for 6mth till finally I get it done.
Daily routine has be changed, a table clustered with wires, pc, phones, book. Home to a room is to sleep and not relax anymore. I can’t think concentrate at work and I feel sick and weak.
The room, where we spend a GOOD ¼ of not ½ of our life in is a reflection of our mind. How we organize it, arrange it is a display of how we conduct our life. Though it’s a minor thing to keep your room clean, the next week will snow ball to 1mth and before we know it, we subconsciously have change in some way. Be in coming home late to taking the bed as the table for everything.
After the clean up, I do feel better, the feeling of a cluster in my mind be clear and repacked. But still its only temporary as I won’t be moving out of my ‘transit’ room anytime soon.
It will be nice to know if anyone have felt similar frustration and lost as I have with my room in relation to my life. Do drop me a comment or your personal experience.
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